Keep believing!I have been asked by my husband Tommy to write down my life story to show just how weird fate works and how your life can change in an instant. This time in a good way. In a world of horror stories and bad outcomes, I’m writing this for all the gurls who read these stories and fantasise. I must admit at this point, I wasn’t one of those. In fact two years to the day of writing this I was a single ,straight lad of 20 years of age just going through life looking for the next night out.I’d had a couple of fairly long term relationships with girls but they drifted away as I wasn’t ready to settle down and the girls had a different aim. We remained friends but I wasn’t ready at that time for commitment.I was working for a building contractor in accounts ( boring) and still am, when we were asked if a volunteer would help out in another section to cover maternity and long term sick leave. The one thing that put people off was the alternate Saturdays that came with the role.I looked at the extra money, saw the hours were only 09:00 – 15:00 and decided I’d do it.It was a doddle and the team I work with are a fantastic bunch.It was then when I met Tommy. Well, I knew about him long before but our shifts meant we didn’t spend much time together. He was hard to miss! An amateur bodybuilder who at Six foot five inches and eighteen stone with not an ounce of fat was hard to miss. If I’m honest, he scared me a bit. He looked like a rough type. Jet black short hair and hands like shovels. I thought he’d be quite arrogant but he was the exact opposite. He is the Facilities Manager who runs the building and everything in it. We got chatting the day I was being shown around the office I would be covering and we got on immediately. We had the same sense of humour and I looked forward to working with him and his team.I should point out that I had never, ever had the slightest interest in men, or even had a homosexual thought. I was archetypal straight boy. Nightclubs, drinks, football, girls. I had a wide circle of friends and added the girls and two lads I worked with in my new role to my friends list. Then, one day Tommy was chatting to one of the girls in the office and on his way out stopped at the reception desk I was manning at lunch as cover. He smiled and we chatted about his training and going in a competition at the weekend. I wished him luck and said if I was judging, he’d won! He looked great in his uniform and he laughed and put his massive hand on my shoulder as he said thanks. It was right at that moment that my life changed. He stroked my face as he removed his hand. Ever so slightly and quickly, but the look he gave me as he did it confused me and made me wonder if it was my imagination, if I was going crackers or if I had simply mis interpreted his friendliness.For the first time in my life I had doubts. It excited me. My cock had hardened at the thought of this massive guy flirting with me. I tried to put it out of my mind but I kept thinking of the look he gave me, a long deep in the eyes look as he stroked my face.That evening in the shower I closed my eyes and fantasised of Tommy being in it with me, soaping me up and holding me in his massive arms as we kissed. My cock spurt cum as I played with myself and I immediately felt guilty at my fantasy. What the fuck was I thinking? The following morning, Saturday, I woke up and played with myself in bed. Tommy was my fantasy again and I masturbated dreaming of being bent over and offering my arse to him as he slipped his cock inside me. I cum all over my stomach and hopped into the shower.He had made a big impression on me that was for sure.That day Tommy’s opposite worker was covering the shift. John was a quiet guy who barely spoke. He was a nice guy but didn’t engage in chit chat.I was disappointed that my week fell in line with John and not Tommy’s shift but put it to the back of my mind.The following Monday he was waiting at reception. My heart beat faster and I felt myself going red. Fuck, what was wrong with me?I said Hi and asked how the competition had gone. He told me he had come second and was happy with that considering the competition he was up against.He made me feel at ease and I thought I’d made a mistake earlier thinking there was something in the way he had touched me. He asked if I was doing anything at weekend and if I was seeing my girlfriend. I knew right there and then that if I had been seeing someone, I’d have lied! I liked him, I wanted him.I told him I was single and he said he was too. My cock was getting hard. We were sussing each other out. I was aware I had started to act different. I was actually being effeminate when I was with him. I didn’t know why, I’d never done this before but it seemed natural to act like this with Tommy.Then the life changer. He asked me out for a drink to celebrate the end of his competition diet. I agreed immediately, told him I couldn’t kuşadası escort wait. He looked around quickly then touched my hand. I checked no one was looking too and held his massive hand and looked into his deep brown eyes.We swapped numbers and I blushed as he smiled as he left.My knees were shaking and my mouth was dry. I’d just agreed to go out with a man. Not just for a drink. It would end with me having sex with him. My cock throbbed. What was happening to me?My phone pinged.TOMMY.“I can’t wait to see you”. It said.”Tommy, please can I call you?” I replied.my phone rang”Having second thoughts babe?” He chuckled”Not at all Tommy” I said “ I just need to let you know I haven’t been with a man before” I needed him to know. I didn’t want to look a fool.”That’s nice, That’s absolutely wonderful! I’ll make sure I look after you Steve” he said softly.Someone came into reception so we said we’d meet later in a local pub after work.I kept checking my phone. We sent each other silly messages all day. His last one said “At last, it’s end of work, can’t wait to see you xxx” Three kisses. I was like a silly girl. I was lovestruck!That first meeting we spoke about anything and everything. I felt so at ease with him. He is such a gentle soul despite his appearance and I bless the day we met. I told him about my past love life and he smiled. He told me how the first time he’d seen me he knew we would be together, he knew I had gay tendencies. Well he knew more than I did but he was right. I wanted to go to bed with him. I told him so and he said let’s drink up and go back to his place. My heart was pounding and I was scared the moment we got undressed I’d cum. Fuck it, I told him so and Tommy laughed. “I love your honesty and no nonsense approach Stevie, love it. I will take care of you better than anyone ever has, I promise. I love being with you, even after such a short while I know we can be good together. I don’t want you to worry about anything, ever” I almost swooned in his arms. What the hell was happening to me? Whatever it was, it felt so right.In the taxi he slid his hand between My legs and I stroked his massive forearm. My cock was leaking into my white tight briefs I’d deliberately worn.At last, in his home and he took me in his arms and kissed me so passionately I almost fainted. Within minutes I was naked, my clothes torn from me, I stood looking up at him, my cock rock hard and oozing pre cum as he looked at my body.”Beautiful” he said and stroked my cock with his fingers as I reached up to kiss him again. I loved his smell, his taste, the bristles of his growth on his face made me feel so effeminate and girly in comparison to him.He scooped me up and carried me up the stairs effortlessly and laid me gently onto his bed. He undressed himself as I looked in awe at his magnificent body. His cock was as big and thick as my forearm and I felt scared. He’d want to put it in me, I knew it would hurt, I’d let him down , I’d do something stupid and he wouldn’t want me. “Relax baby” he soothed as he slid at the side of me on the massive bed. “ “How about we just kiss and suck each other tonight?” “Oh Tommy I’m so glad you said that “ I gushed and he scooped me into his arms and we kissed and wanked each other off. I kissed my way down his body and licked at his throbbing cock, the head shone in the half light as a bead of pre cum glistened on it. I licked it off and kissed the head, then licked the shaft and his balls before kneeling up so I could arch over his cock and get it into my mouth.Tommy groaned with delight as I moved my head back and forth, slavering over his cock and wanking him as i sucked. It came naturally to me. I was a born cocksucker. He was right, he’d seen it in me. I was gay and I had never enjoyed this feeling during sex with any woman. I allowed him to move me around the bed and put me in any position he wanted. I was his. I didn’t want this to end and I begged him to promise this wasn’t a one off. Tommy smiled and soothed my worries. “I’m yours for as long as you want me” he said and kissed me so sexily I could feel my cock getting ready to cum.”Oh god Tommy, I’m cumming” I gasped. He quickly went down on me and I shot my load into his hot wet mouth . I burst into tears. What the hell was I doing. Tommy held me close, he soothed and kissed me as i sobbed into his chest.”I’m not that bad am I?” He grinned.”Tommy, I’ve never felt like this about anyone before” I said sobbing. “ I don’t know what’s happening to me, but it feels so good, being here with you, just kissing you makes me want to cum, look!”My cock was already starting to harden again. “I won’t let you down baby” he said looking into my red eyes. He kissed away the tears and then stroked my cock until it stood erect.That night I had four orgasms, and Tommy had three. I swallowed him twice. His cum was sweet and kütahya escort I went into absolute raptures as he arched his back and filled my mouth with his load.It was me who straddled him the third time. He soothed me, assured me we would stop the minute it hurt and I attempted to open my hole and slip him inside me. He was too big and it hurt. Tommy slipped me onto my side. “Pull your knees to your chest babe” he whispered and I did exactly as he wished. He sucked on my earlobe as he fingered me then guided the head into my hole. I relaxed as he told me to and he slowly forced the head inside me. I gasped, my cock ready to cum again at the thrill of having him inside me. Then it happened, he slid into me, all of him deep inside my body.”Now your mine” he whispered and I stroked his thigh as he slowly got his rhythm going. Slowly pushing deeper and deeper until I rode along in time with him. I leant forward so he could fuck me and he grabbed my hips and thrust deep into me. It hurt, but it hurt in a way that made my cock spurt pre cum like ever before.Tommy gasped as I felt his cock throb inside me, pumping what bit of cum he had left into my pussy.I fell asleep in his arms, the happiest I’d ever been in my life. The following day he slowly woke me by kissing me. His cock was hard and against my thigh. I stroked it and rolled over on my side, bringing my knees up.”Fuck me Tommy, please” I beggedHe slowly edged inside me. I rode him, slowly moving back and forth on his throbbing cock“Get on all fours” he whispered and I did so. I kissed him passionately then rolled onto my stomach, raising my bottom up and putting my face deep into the pillow.The sensation was even better. His cock slid inside me easier this time, it hurt but I didn’t make a noise, I wanted him, I needed him to fuck me. As soon as he started to thrust deep into my hole I shot my load all over the sheets. Tommy kept going for a few minutes longer before grabbing me hard and unloading into me.””Shall we skip work”he grinned.”I can’t baby” I said as I kissed him on his gorgeous mouth.”Ah, ah” he said getting up onto his left elbow. “your my baby” he smiled, “Your my baby, I want that to be your nickname, my pet name for my little gurl” he said stroking my hair.Gurl? I didn’t say anything, I didn’t understand and did not want to look foolish. I’d ask later.We showered and got a taxi to work. Tommy jumped out around the corner and I dropped off at the door.Normal day, no suspicions, nothing out of the ordinary.My phone pinged“I’m in love??“ it said “ Loved every minute of being with you baby, need to see you again, tonight I hope xxx”My heart beat hard. I felt the same and replied straight back saying just that. I loved him, loved being with him and wanted it to stay that way.We met in the local and he winked as I sat down.” Drink up quick, taxi is on its way” he smiled, “ Thought I’d take you into town”We stopped off in the Northern Quarter and I followed him down a narrow stair way where a guy sat behind a counter. Tommy did all the talking, I gave my name and address when asked and Tommy paid on his card. The young guy gave us a towel each and a key on a rubber wrist band.”Another part of your introduction into spending the rest of our lives together” he smiledwe walked into a room full of lockers and wooden slatted benches. A couple of guys were in there. One was drying off and getting dressed, the other stripping off.” Get undressed baby “ Tommy said.I stripped off, I was confused as Tommy sat and watched me smiling. He winked and grinned when I looked at him as if to say “ What the fuck!”I stood naked and waited for him to tell me what to do next. The other guy said something to Tommy as he left and winked at me. I was blushing. The other man who was getting stripped picked up his towel and walked out leaving us alone.”Kiss me” Tommy demanded and I sat on his knee and took his head in my hands and we kissed passionately. My cock was rock hard.” OK, help me undress baby” said Tommy.I took his jacket and shirt off, kissed his nipples and chest as I undid his belt and trousers. He sat as I removed his shoes and socks. Another two men entered the locker room. Naked and wet. I thought it must be a swimming baths. Gay swimming baths. Forgive me, I had no idea what was happening or where I was, remember, I was straight right up to a few days ago! Now I was naked and undressing my male lover in front of two other naked men who’s cocks had started to swell.Tommy stepped out of his pants, his cock full and erect. I knelt and kissed the head. I was turned on by our audience. I sucked him, moaning as I took him into my mouth. He let me put on a show for a few minutes then ordered me onto my feet.“ Give me your towel and key baby” he smiled I did and he took my hand and I followed after him into another room. It was dark and hot. Steam room! That was where lara escort he’d taken me!He told me to stand between two guys who were already showering and to wash myself nice and clean. “ I’m gong to fuck you nice and hard tonight” he smiled.” which cubicles are you in?” Asked one of the guys in the shower. He was wanking himself as he spoke to Tommy.” Dark rooms around the corner” he smiled, “I’ll leave the door loose “ Tommy smiled I’d showered and Tommy took my place and pointed at the soap dispenser” Wash me babe” he smiled I lathered him up all over, I felt so horny when I knelt at his feet to wash them, the two men wanking as they watched. I have no idea why but I then bowed and kissed them.” That’s a good gurl” Tommy said in a loving voice. I kissed each foot, licking his toes until he told me to stand.” Fucking hell you have her well trained Daddy” said one of the men to Tommy.” I haven’t spent a minute training her yet” Tommy laughed “ She’s a natural”I blushed hard. I couldn’t believe what had happened to me. I’d turned into someone I couldn’t recognise.But he was right , it felt natural. Naked, in front of three naked men with hards on, being told I was about to be fucked while they watched and loving every second of it.Tommy held me in his arms as I washed the soap off him and we kissed” You ok baby gurl?” He asked softly.Again, as natural as can be I replied” Yes Daddy”Tommy held me tight and shoved his tongue deep into my mouth.””Good gurl, follow me” he grinnedI was his. I loved him, loved this life he’d shown me, loved cock. I was already fantasising of sucking the other guys cocks as they watched Tommy fuck me.I followed obediently behind Tommy as he walked sideways down the narrow passage way. His big muscular body glistened. He had taken both towels and keys from me and held the towels in front of his cock so no one could see it. I had nothing to hide my erection and walked after him as other men in the sauna looked first at Tommy and his gorgeous body and then at me chasing behind him naked and erect.We came to what looked like a cupboard with a large door half way up the wall and Tommy scooped me up and passed me inside. It was dark with a dim red bulb and padded walls and floor in black vinyl. Tommy followed me in and we fucked. I lay on my side, got on all fours, sucked him when he pulled out before driving it back into me. Other guys were getting fucked somewhere in the building, I could hear their cries of ecstasy and passion.Tommy encouraged me to let it all out and I joined in with the moaning as he rode me harder and harder. This was what it was like to really get a fucking. My legs trembled as Tommy put me into position, on my back with my legs over my shoulders and every inch of his big nine inch cock plunged in and out of me. I screamed as his weight drove it deep inside me. He grabbed my face in his hand and told me to beg him to go deeper. I did, and he didn’t need begging twice, his balls slapped against me as I cried with the pain. He stretched me so wide I felt I would rip.He would only stop to reposition me then push deep into me again.He turned me so I faced the door and I saw three guys wanking themselves off as they watched Tommy fuck me so hard I was sobbing. One of the offered his cock. He was an older guy, about sixty with a decent body. Tommy told me to stop crying and suck it. The guy crawled in and knelt before me, I took him in my mouth and sucked him licking and wanking him as he leaned back with his head back.Another one of the men crawled in and wanked at the side of us. He was kissing Tommy. Tommy told me to suck them both in turn and I greedily sucked at one cock then another.One of the guys asked Tommy to fuck him but he told him I was the only one he would be fucking and only he would be fucking me. This was something I never in my wildest fantasies imagined could happen to me. Now it’s a regular part of our life. Steam in Leeds is my favourite. I get to suck lots of cock when we go there for the weekend.Two years on and I’m sat here with my husband, my Daddy, my Master, writing down some of my memoirs in the life of a so called straight guy who just by chance swapped shifts and found the love of his life. A man who saw what others didn’t. A gurl in waiting.My life is now complete.As I sit writing this for you, you would not recognise me from the guy who nervously walked into the bar to meet the man who would become my owner.I am sat in a sexy short black dress, the tiniest g string imaginable which only just contains my cock cage, black stay up fishnet stockings and wet look PVC thigh boots with killer 6” heels and toes so pointed that that would burst a balloon! Daddy’s Gurl. I was dressed up in stockings and suspenders the third week of meeting Tommy! Again, he knew before I did that it was my destiny to be a sissy.I have read this out to my Daddy who loves the thought of some other straight acting guy, unaware that their destiny can be changed for the better by meeting the right man.I will write much more if anyone is interested but if not, keep dreaming, believe me, dreams can come true. I’m about to be taken upstairs to our bedroom now and be made love to by a gorgeous guy who loves his gurl.Stay sweet xxx